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amyystar 38, Male, Kansas, USA - 2 entries

Nov 2006
10:26 PM EDT

Hey all! I guess this is my first entry so i should make it a public viewing one. I will be writing mostly private entries, because my life is full of mostly private moments; my life is a mess. But I need somewhere to get it out- and i have no where to get it ALL out, everything! I don't know any of you, therefore i don't fear being judged, or fear that you know who i am and will take what i've been going through and use it against me somehow. You know what i mean? Everyone has things about them that they don't want others around them to know, but can't keep hidden forever! Am I right? Well, I guess this journal is just to get it all out, wither it's in public or private entries, and no one around me knows the better of it, right? My name is Amy. I am 18 yrs old. Hang out in boring old KS. USA. Nothing facinating about it, really....looking from the outside in, unless you got the inside scoop. I really wish i could have a 100% assurance that no one would ever know about this journal who knew me perosnally and I could say anything i wanted and no one would ever know...but i know from personal and past experiences that that's not 100% possible. And that suxs. DAMNIT! That makes me angry. Why can't i just be myself...honest, truthful...and not hide anything.... So I guess, i'm going to put what i can out there, and the rest is going to be my private journal. I guess you can read what you want of what's left in the public entries...i'll make the most of what i can there......sorry. I just don't feel comfortable putting certain things on public entry when i don't know whose reading it.....sorry. Adios. ~AF

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moonbay72 34, Female, Oregon, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2006
10:23 PM EDT

to live is to die so witch is worse?

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dee23 54, Female, United Kingdom - 170 entries

Nov 2006
12:30 PM GMT

got the new computer so now every thing runs as it should thank god . the bullies at school have been dealt with for now untill they decide to start again hopefully they have had enough for a while and my son can get on and enjoy school because for a kid with dyslexia he still loves school and is keen to learn .and i must say he is fantastic with science .for a boy who couldn't read age 8 he has made fantastic progress and it's all down to hard work by him.

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jleigh09 39, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Nov 2006
12:10 AM WEDT

not alot going on at the mo am staying over stevens over the next couple of days cant wait to see him. it is my mates bd today am hoping he will have a good time his mm was burried a couple of days ago. hope he is ok i couldnt go out with him as i gotta look after tyler cant get a sitter. but i am thinking of him.

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izzybelleluv007 34, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Nov 2006
4:51 AM MDT

um thats confusing. but funny too! i'm getting my hair cut today. i went to get my hair cut about a month ago and the lady who cut my hair did a realy bad job! so now i will finally get it done the way i want! p.s. my brother say howdy ya'll

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susmita 38, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 4 entries

Nov 2006
10:31 AM GMT

I went to the Mosque today for the Chinese Class and the ladies are ok there.. they respect each other and each others' religions as well. you know when you have to go or involve in someone else's lifestyles, you have a fearinside whether we would be able to adopt it or not..but its different here. anyways, i just had mah dinner and now i have to work on some stuffs that need to be readied by coming Firday. some people from head office are going to visit our office,i hope we can put a good impression on them. ohh ...i dunno wats happenning but its starting to make me hmm..how do i explain it to mah self as well. everything looks so good, everything feels so good and when everything is so nice, i think of YOU.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Nov 2006
3:26 PM MST

CN was here all week. He helped a lot with the boys since they were sick. My mom watched them Monday and CN stayed with them Tuesday and Wed night when I had parent/teacher conferences. He cleaned out my gutters, cleaned the fan in the bathroom and did a few other things around here! Amazing that he just keeps doing things for me and not just little things! We went to Sheridan to get my oil changed and again CN watched the boys for 2 hours in the motel room while they worked on my pickup (redid all of the window visors as they were falling off and rotated my tires). Then we went to uncle Marks and Marty cooked us dinner. It was great to see my uncles and as always the boys loved riding on Mark's lap. Oakley peed on Mark and of coarse he didn't even know it. I said,"Uncle Mark, I am so sorry my kid pissed on you" and he said, "oh that's okay, it will be fun telling people I scared the piss out of your kid" Funny stuff: Oakley called this short old man in Homedepot and "UmpaLumpa" IT was SSOOOOO funny! J is in Thermop with his Aunt San and baby cousin. Sounds like he is having a good time. Prayers for: Connie and Tom- strength, Resann and Jett- mercy and safty, Oakley- health, CN- safty, Dad- to believe, Mom- realize the truths in her life, Kim K's family- for God to pull them in during this tragic time, Sara- to let me help her and for belief, Stacy P- to reconnect, Me- for me to stay healthy and to be able to help me help others, God please put me where I need to be and show me the signs and just talk to me so I know the words to say and what to do so I can work for You! Amen Thank you Jesus!

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Ultrawarriorjouranl 50, Male, New York, USA - 2 entries

Nov 2006
4:40 PM EDT

hello I am new and I just want to say hello

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99tracy99 41, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 33 entries

Nov 2006
4:22 AM AWST

..... 有時間先update~~ 希望有時間可以~~~~~ 唔~~~算啦~~~ 見到我update 先問啦~~

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Nov 2006
2:12 AM CST

Things are still really bad. My ex wants to drop by to see me today but i don't want jordy to be pissed off at me i have never pissed him off before and don't want to. i couldn't talk my ex out of it. i feel more like laying around and watching tv anyways, by myself well with my dog too. i have lost intrest in everything i can't preform music anymore with out crying in the middle of some of the songs i do. i have been all alone for a while now my rents work to much my brother hates everyone but him self, Jordy cant find the time for me, i am painting some paintings i may never sell because no one is interseted, i don't get it really they are really good jordy sudjested i get into being a tatoo artist but i don't have the money for becomeing a tattoo artist. anyways i will write more later because i feel like i am complaining

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